I have this feeling that soon enough I'm going to lose all of my friends, the six girls in my life who mean the world to me. This is something I am really afraid of happening and it would be happening for such a stupid reason.
Jo used to be very close friends with us a few years ago until she met her boyfriend, who is now an ex boyfriend might I note. She is one of those girls who would drop her friends for just a little popularity or a boy. Recently, as my other post states, she has wanted to come back into our group and I know it sounds bitchy but not many of us want her there, simply because we now feel awkward around her, well the others do, I just really don't like her. (More about this in my other post)
So a few weeks ago all of sixth form were informed that there will be a sixth form ball a few weeks from then, Jo wasn't going to go, she says the reason why is that she would have no one to go with, which is true. But lately one of the girls in my group have taken a shine to Jo again, and welcomed her back into the group, which I think only she and one other of the girls are happy about. So anyway, the girl that had taken a shine to her, let's call her 'Richard' invited her along to sit with us during the ball, I wasn't particularly fond of this idea but I got on with the fact that she and I shared a mutual friend.
The ball was last night, it was a brilliant night overall, I really did enjoy it, but I couldn't help but get quite aggravated when we all first met in the yard before catching the bus, the fact that she had a 'face like a slapped arse' really bothered me, it's like she was looking at me as if to say 'what are you doing here with my friends?'. Anyway I wasn't going to let her stop me from having a good time so I carried on having a laugh with the girls.
The one thing that really pissed me off was when we just got there, we looked for our table and took our seats. I was on the opposite end of the table to her to save us from having any awkward encounters. So we all got back up to go and have a photo in the lobby, except she didn't get up, she was sat with one of the girls crying, I later found out that it was because of me, because she didn't feel welcome. I'm sorry but I did not say one word to her at all, not one. There were twelve of us on our table, ten not including us, on person out of eleven make her feel unwelcome. No! There were eleven of us not including her, if she didn't feel welcome it was because hardly anyone talked to her, not just me, ten others that could have made her feel welcome but no she doesn't blame them because she wants friends. I don't blame the ten that didn't talk to her, I don't think she remembers that she left us before, not the other way around. She just wanted to blame me just because she thinks I'm the only one who doesn't like her, but that's not true.
So that ruined my mood for about half an hour, being told that I apparently ruined her night really did piss me off. I did however feel that one or two of the girls had decided that they had to choose between us and just because she played the crying card.
The girls I love the most in the world!!
